sorry for the delay after being called out! my internet connection has been horrible >_<
anyhow, Japan has been lots of fun but I definitely feel like i'm missing a sense of community here. I've been going to church at Tokyo Baptist Church with Taiei (Mark Bocanegra also goes there!) but I've been living alone and I think that's been tough. The Church is really big and I've been getting to know a few people but I don't have much of a community there yet. There are 5 services with more than 100 people (one over 300!) each service, so it's hard especially when I've been going to different services based on when Taiei can go.
Things are just a lot different from the rest of summer and I think it's been hard transitioning. The intense mark study I've been doing with Jason and David and Jeanette from the summer preceded by Summercon has suddenly moved in a very different connection where I don't know very many Christians here, and have barely had a chance to discuss anything outside of the message after service. While I finished reading Mark on my own, not having anyone to dig deeper with I think has made it hard to feel like I'm getting that much out of it. I think I've really come to see the value in seeking Christ in community and I think it's scary how much easier it's been to give less than a full measure here, especially when I feel like I was able to give so much more just a couple weeks ago. I think maybe it could be better if I could develop more of a community at Church but it's hard since I'm just here for a month.
I think in many ways it's been a blessing to learn a lot of language and enjoy lots of culture and have a time to rest, but I think it's also been hard being by myself.
However, I think I see potential for a lot of work to be done in Japan. I've made some Japanese friends and for the most part, none of them are Christian. Most people in Japan aren't religious. They may believe in or occaisionally practice rituals honoring different gods at different temples and such, but religion isn't a central part of their lives. I feel that theres a lot of ministry to be done in Japan but I think it's been hard so far in my attempts to talk about God in Japanese still...
Anyhow, I think I've come to rely on prayer a lot more, but even still I think it's hard sometimes...I miss community! I miss you guys! but yeah, hopefully I'll be able to rely more on God to sustain me though! :)
Arigato,
Kevin